my mind
on 02/02/2010 08:02:45
on 02/02/2010 08:02:45
sometimes i feel suicidal,homicidal and very angry. i dont know but there are times in a day i would just get mad for no reason and snap at the next person i see. I even snapped at my brother and we got into a fight just because i felt angry that day. i dont know what's going on in my mind but i feel like im headed to the slammer soon if i dont control myself.
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I've felt this way at times. But don't ponder on the bad things in life. Focus on the good. Life is to short to waste on sadness. It'll be okay, *SURPRISE HUG!* Sorry, I just assumed you needed that lol.
I get that. Though, generally I'm more violent towards myself than anyone else. I can't hurt someone unless they hurt me, mentally or physically. But, there have been a few people out there who I've wanted to beat the shit out of. And in those circumstances, it was extremely hard to not significantly hurt those people.
When I was in high school, I found the easiest way to vent about things like this was to talk to the schools counselors, or the school social worker. Of course, the ones I knew were genuinely nice, I can't say that about anywhere else.
I'm sure it would help to find someone and talk to them about your life, and how you think you got to where you are.
It's better than hurting people.
This is coming from an extremely secluded person. I know how hard it can be to get actual 'help' for such personal problems.
Anyway, I hope you can find someone to talk to.
Grumper is a good place for that, too.
When I was in high school, I found the easiest way to vent about things like this was to talk to the schools counselors, or the school social worker. Of course, the ones I knew were genuinely nice, I can't say that about anywhere else.
I'm sure it would help to find someone and talk to them about your life, and how you think you got to where you are.
It's better than hurting people.
This is coming from an extremely secluded person. I know how hard it can be to get actual 'help' for such personal problems.
Anyway, I hope you can find someone to talk to.
Grumper is a good place for that, too.
i don't really feel comfortable talking to the counselors and the social workers because i don't know them. a friend told me to write what i feel on a piece of paper and then burn, thus burning all your hate and anger with the paper. total bullsh*t! im still angry.
I've actually nearly killed my sister several times. Sometimes I just want to rip people's eyes out. I'm a sadistic masochist, as I call myself...
I dont know much about your personal life, but maybe it would help if you got a new outlook. Tell someone your entire life story to get it off your chest. Find out if there's a source to this situation, and see if you can fix it, or live with it more comfortably if it's unchangeable.
Never give up on life though.
(I was suicidal for a couple years myself. The only things i got out of it were a bunch of scars.)
Never give up on life though.
(I was suicidal for a couple years myself. The only things i got out of it were a bunch of scars.)
Welcome To Grumper!! 8D
I agree with what Ms and Fitter are saying, you should talk to someone and seek "help" of some form.
Feeling this way constantly can't be good for your health! :(
I agree with what Ms and Fitter are saying, you should talk to someone and seek "help" of some form.
Feeling this way constantly can't be good for your health! :(
i feel that way all the time. i will be a bitch to who ever talks to me. and if they say something wrong, i go all sarcastic on them.
if lifes a bitch, then im allowed to be.
if lifes a bitch, then im allowed to be.
that i s exactly hpw ive been feeling sinc ei left for poland this summer....i have no clue what got itno me
Hey, welcome to grumper.
I agree with MSleading, you really need to talk to someone about this, you may have an undiagnosed disorder and need some medication.
I agree with MSleading, you really need to talk to someone about this, you may have an undiagnosed disorder and need some medication.
Welcome to Grumper! :)
Sorry you feel this way. I agree with everyone else. Have you tried talking about it? Maybe that will help? Feel better.
Sorry you feel this way. I agree with everyone else. Have you tried talking about it? Maybe that will help? Feel better.
You should talk to your parents,that's not so good.
On the other hand,*sings the welcome to grumper song*. ^^
On the other hand,*sings the welcome to grumper song*. ^^
Maybe you should consider talking to a counsellor or your parents about it. That really doesn't sound good.
On another note, welcome to the site. Feel free to complain about anything and everything! :)
On another note, welcome to the site. Feel free to complain about anything and everything! :)
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